When is "sorry" enough?

To Whom It May Concern,

Why should I take your apology? Or any apology for that matter? Does it excuse what you have said or what other people have said on your behalf?

Will you excuse me for being upset at you when I know it's mostly my fault anyways?

Did I mistake what so and so said for your own feelings? Maybe I did, but how can you prove to me that those feelings were not rightfully yours?

Prove to me that you love me and that you trust me to believe you, even when I am upset and know better than to think that other people rule your life.

What choices will you make that show you are devoted? They seem to be mocking you, with their devotion and decisions. Are they really real? What are their intentions?

I live not for myself, but for those around me. Show me that's a good path or show me a better one. For if I find that it is not a good path, I might not take another. Why are we here? Why am I in such difficulty?

What is real and what should I hold allegiance to?

What should I take your "I'll make this up to you" as? What does that mean? How will you complete this task?

Like Hercules, you go on a journey, will you come back to me? Or will Medusa turn you to stone, turn you into something I am not familiar with. Where should I look for you?

Where should I journey?

- V.