$$$, or lack thereof

I'm a student, with a lot of loans. I want to go to graduate school, which could possibly incure more loans. I also have credit card debt.

Without the loans, I don't have that much debt, the problem is paying it all off. I don't have a great job, and actually am jobless since I didn't apply to many research positions for the summer and don't have a summer appointment AND I quit the one job I did have for the summer because Canvassing is not for me...

So while getting everything organized in the apartment and trying to get my stuff all together, I've been trying to figure out how to possibly make ends meet for the upcoming term.

My dad sent me some birthday cash for the time being, that was way earlier this month, and I've been trying to send off bill payments with that. But not having easy access to a post office box makes things impossibly hard also.

So I don't know what to do or how to make ends meet, I'm also flooded with trying to organize everything in the apartment. I should take baby-steps, but it's hard to when you have so many things on your to-do list that you can't keep track of them.

I need a miracle, or something.

Comments, please.

- V.